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Quando decisi di saltare il fosso, e da scrittore trasformarmi in editore, ero solito dire: son passato dall’altra parte della barricata. La parte comoda, dove tieni il bastone del comando.

Ora, al di là dei molti oneri e dei pochi onori del mestiere di editore (sia esso in partnership con una possente macchina editoriale che ti chiude nel Castello Kafkiano, dove non tu non sai mai chi ha preso la decisione o non decisione sbagliata, e dove ti hanno nascosto il bandolo di una matassa che sempre più ingarbugliano a dovere; o sia esso l’editore indipendente, che a sua volta dipende da uno stuolo di fornitori e collaboratori che giustamente ti tirano per la giacca sette volte al giorno, e il dettaglio di cui ti stai occupando in quei sette minuti è ben lungi dal contenere in sé il mondo ma anzi, moltiplicato per cento costruisce un mosaico rococò di punte degli iceberg, e tu non hai mai il tempo di vederne i sei settimi che stanno sotto), la presunta comodità da Deus ex Machina si infrange davanti al manoscritto di un autore (puoi quasi definirlo un amico) che non ti pare all’altezza.

E allora?

“I am pained”, mi rispose Raj Rao alla mail nella quale gli comunicavo che non avrei pubblicato né preso i diritti da agente di un suo romanzo. Non ne rivelo il titolo, perché Raj sta ancora cercando di piazzarlo, e spero davvero trovi un editore in India. Ma “I am pained”, colpisce me come un cazzotto allo stomaco. Io non voglio addolorare nessuno, non mi piace questa responsabilità.

Mi metto in salvo dunque ricordando i tempi in cui mi trovavo dall’altra parte della barricata. Una volta, dopo un anno di attesa e un lavoro di cesello a fianco di un editor importante, il giudizio finale sui miei racconti fu: “acqua fresca”. L’editor, cercando di consolarmi, disse: che poi non capisco perché acqua fresca vada inteso negativamente.

I racconti furono in seguito accolti (eh già: di accoglienza si tratta, dal punto di vista dello scrittore) da un editore meno importante, e la festa per il loro arrivo nelle librerie fu calorosa e partecipata. Anni dopo un (pessimo, lo ammetto) tentativo di romanzo giallo fu stroncato da un “ci ha molto deluso” (e certo: grazie per le aspettative).

Il giallo comunque fu giudicato troppo allineato a uno stile da serial televisivo, dove invece che sprazzi di realtà si mostrano stereotipi, cliché, luoghi comuni: quanto di peggio, insomma (e inutile stare a raccontare che il mio intento ben altro era da quello: non sono riuscito nel mio intento, quindi zitto e mosca). (NB: una delle due risposte negative mi arrivò un venerdì 13, e qui chi più ne ha più ne metta, perché l’autore rifiutato sa inventarne di ogni).

È invece un venerdì 20, al Jaipur Literary Festival, quando ricevo la chiamata di Raj. Faccio qualche passo nella direzione indicata, mi giro tre volte su me stesso dicendo dove sei, fino a sentir la frase nel cellulare: ti sto guardando.

Raj mi guardava con un espressione torva, perfino spaventata: in ogni caso pained. Ci siamo seduti su due sedie nel prato, circondati da una marea di gente, mentre il suo accompagnatore dopo avermi stretto la mano si accovacciava sull’erba dandomi la schiena. A dirla tutta, Raj quasi non parlava, dovevo tirargli fuori frasi smozzicate.

Capivo che ogni mio atteggiamento rischiava di ferirlo, sentivo la nevrosi nella sua domanda: perché ieri non mi hai chiamato? Avevamo deciso di andare insieme a un party editoriale, ma io ero arrivato tardi a Jaipur e non mi ero fatto sentire. Immaginavo che lui immaginasse che io avessi volutamente evitato di farmi vedere insieme a lui: immaginare è certo prerogativa degli scrittori e degli editori-scrittori, e quindi occhio: a volte bisogna saper mollare la presa.

In ogni caso nei giorni successivi lo ho calorosamente salutato tutte le volte che lo incontravo: mi facevo un punto d’onore di farmi vedere a chiacchierare con lui. Perché la sua, di nevrosi, da scrittore omosessuale e attivista, e accademico che con fatica ha di recente visto riconosciuti i propri diritti in quanto a carriera e posizioni di prestigio, è una nevrosi argomentata, e insomma Raj non ha tutti i torti.

Il suo editor di riferimento in India, colui che aveva gli ha pubblicato i primi tre libri, ha recentemente cambiato posizione. E: “lo sai, l’editoria indiana è piena di donne”. In effetti il suo romanzo ha una donna tra i protagonisti del triangolo amoroso complicato, etero e omo. Troppo luogo comune, troppo cliché. Ma sono d’accordo con Raj: anche la reazione negativa delle pur bravissime donne dell’industria editoriale indiana è improntata a un cliché: le donne che in India faticano a imporre la loro indipendenza, a guadagnarsi il rispetto, rispondono poi a ogni visione critica con un riflesso da politically correct. Cliché contro cliché.

Che dire? L’ho fatto, ho rifiutato il manoscritto. Gli ho anche dato dei consigli, ho capito l’intenzione, ho criticato il risultato. Gli ho augurato di trovare un editore indiano. Gli ho raccontato qualche balla di troppo sul mercato librario italiano. Ho anche provato a girarla dal lato giusto: spiegando per bene cosa intendevo (me lo son riletto due volte nei giorni precedenti all’incontro di Jaipur). Gli ho fatto vedere dove e quando: Raj non era d’accordo, naturalmente.

Ecco che ho fatto, alla fin della fiera: ho scritto questo post, e invece di chiamarlo per nome e cognome, ecco apparire Raj. Raj di qua, Raj di la. Io sono tuo amico. Raj…

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